Long time no talk friends and fans! Some of you might have wondered if I hadn't quit writing and decided to pursue something else... I haven't. I've been very busy behind the scenes very much putting together a fourth book which only a few people have known about up until now. I'm gearing up to get ready to announce more about that project soon so stay tuned!

Otherwise, the pandemic has kept me busy too. A lot of people complain that lockdowns and whatnot have left them bored and without much to do but it was the exact opposite for me. Trying to keep up with my classes (and chemistry, math and Arabic aren't easy subjects to begin with) from my couch required three times more effort than I ever had to put in while attending in-person classes so the majority of the last year was dedicated to school.

Along with the other demands of life and those put on by the pandemic, my writing took a backseat for quite a while, but little by little the words inched forward on the page. On the good side of things, I've had much more time to read books and catch up on those that were sent to me by my book review service that has remained active this whole time that I haven't been active online.

Having been gone this long from the net I realize just how much I'm having to update now. I've never been a big fan of the internet, and especially not social media, so this has been the most difficult part of my writing journey. The writing is easy, it's the being present so to speak that has always been the issue for someone who still communicates via snail mail with the majority of people I know! 

That coupled with having been forced to look at this very screen for hours and hours on end for my classes (also something which I hated) didn't exactly make me excited to have to look at the same screen outside of class hours to do anything else. Nonetheless things are going ahead... so stay tuned because much is about to happen around here! 

​Don’t Let Me Go by Jamila Mikhail is an enchanting take on the young adult genre as it features an inanimate toy soldier that not only comes to life but has an existential crisis as well. Here we have a young girl named Joanie, who is struggling to make sense of her parents’ divorce and having difficulty adjusting to the new relationships that her mom and dad found respectively. This turns her life upside down, and she finds herself isolated in the town of Bluepond, where the only true friends she has are her dolls. She has a passionate interest in crafting dolls ranging from film characters, soldiers, and people she meets on a daily basis. Among her masterpieces, Adler, a Wehrmacht soldier and member of the German Resistance, is the most beautiful and most detailed. She is in complete awe of him and one day he comes to life! It appears that Adler is a Keeper—a soul from a different existence who comes into the metaphysical world to provide guidance for fellow humans. Their friendship is then challenged by both physical and metaphysical elements that influence the course of their lives.

Reading Don't Let Me Go will make you wish that the story never ends, but you also want Joanie and Adler to find the meaning that they have been looking for. Jamila Mikhail has managed to weave questions and concerns into a plot for this fairy tale. On top of that, she does not want her readers to be limited to being entertained; she provides relevant reading questions at the end of the story as a form of self-evaluation to see if you learned anything from the book. While stories about toys or puppets coming to life have been done before, Don't Let Me Go treats you to elements that will surprise you with the philosophical and spiritual blending to break what is predictable. It is a disservice to simply call this young adult fiction for it offers something far more than fantasy and entertainment.

​Don't Let Me Go by Jamila Mikhail is a unique and inspiring young adult drama. Joanie is the protagonist, an average teenage girl going through an angsty time. Her parents are divorced, her mom is with another man, and her father has a new family. Feeling lonely in a new place called Bluepond with no friends, she loses herself in her hobby, which is creating toy models of soldiers. But she isn't prepared when one comes alive. This throws her into trying to sort out mysteries that present themselves each day. She begins to trust Adler, who is a Wehrmacht lieutenant and part of World War II's German Resistance. Like Joanie, Adler has to adjust to change and seeming invisible to most people. Together they battle wars all their own, tangible and intangible. Joanie's mission is to mend her fractured life, and Adler's is to find his place in this new world.

Mikhail presents a premise that is different as well as intriguing--not the average plot you find in a YA novel. Joanie is a character most young audiences can relate to, and those who are familiar with the concept of imaginary friends, psychological escape, or coping mechanisms can appreciate what's going on with Joanie and the plot. She leans on Adler to get by, but he has issues too. The author choosing to use first-person POV is good, as we are immediately immersed in Joanie's headspace. This character-driven drama does its job of taking readers on a journey, and you can't really predict what will happen next. Mikhail is successful at balancing plot with subtext, exterior conflict with interior conflict, and character development. The questions at the end are a nice touch--just right for a classroom or book club discussion. If you're looking for something fresh and meaningful in a YA novel, Don't Let Me Go by Jamila Mikhail would be a perfect choice. Fans of Marwen will appreciate this book.

Don't Let Me Go is a work of fiction in the social issues, interpersonal drama, and magical realism sub-genres, and was penned by author Jamila Mikhail. The work is intended for young adult and adult reading audiences and contains some references to violence and the Holocaust, but no graphic material. Our protagonist is Joanie, a contemporary teen who buries herself in her hobbies when the resultant trauma of her parents’ ugly divorce gets her down. But when one of the models she loves to make comes to life, Joanie discovers a whole new bond with Adler, a soldier from the German Resistance in the Second World War. What results is a very engrossing coming of age tale that is sure to keep readers turning the pages from cover to cover.

Author Jamila Mikhail has crafted a touching and poignant work of fiction with plenty of dramatic highs and lows to offer its readers. One of the features which I found particularly impressive about this piece was its deep emotional resonance and commitment to realistic feelings, even in a supernatural and quirky plotline. Adler is a fascinating character who holds up a mirror to Joanie’s own struggles and their bond is well penned to develop into something truly powerful by the novel’s end. I feel that young adult readers will empathize closely with Joanie, whilst older readers will admire the parallelism in the historical references and the trials of modern life. Overall, I would highly recommend Don't Let Me Go to readers of historical and contemporary mash-ups, realistic supernatural elements, and for emotive drama fans everywhere.

Hello friends and fans! It's been a while since I've talked about this book, but I'm happy to finally announce that the expanded edition has finally made it to audiobook! It has a brand new narrator, features brand new material and takes a brand new approach to a story that was loved from the very beginning. This new edition is already getting glowing 5-star reviews too!

As usual, this audiobook is available exclusively from iTunes, Audible (free with membership credits) and Amazon. If you're an Audible member who purchased the previous edition with your membership credits, you can swap it for this new edition for free. Just return the old audiobook, and buy this one using the credits that will have been refunded to you.

For those of you who loved the first edition of this audiobook or who would rather purchase the original edition, don't worry, it's still available and will always be! Heck, you can listen to both of them and decide which version you like the best!

I wish to express my greatest gratitude to Melody Craven, my narrator for this audiobook, for lending her amazing voice to this project and making the characters come to life in a way that I never thought possible. If you don't already have your copy, you're missing out on something legendary!

After Anderson has officially landed! It did ten days ago, but my distributor had a hiccup with Amazon so it showed that the Kindle edition of book was still on pre-order even though it shouldn't have been, however, that's all been fixed now and Kindle users should be able to buy it with one click again.

Paperbacks have not been affected, and the audiobook is still being recorded so stay tuned for a future announcement regarding its release. I am excited to say that the expanded edition of Don't Let Me Go will be released on audio next month! Stay tuned for that announcement as well!

Right now I really need to update this website because some parts of it are badly out of date. I've been struggling with my chronic health issues again on top of making the final preparations for my exams coming up very soon. Wish me luck but until next time, happy reading!

I'm very happy to announce that my editorial review from Readers' Favorite for "After Anderson" just came back and I am very happy to share it with all of you! This fabulous 4-star review was written by Cheryl E. Rodriguez and can be read on the Readers' Favorite website, or just keep reading below.

Jamila Mikhail pens a story of tragedy in After Anderson. Two years have passed since Aly Feldman's best friend, Anderson Massey, entered their high school and began shooting. “Twenty people paid with their lives for everyone’s collective failure.” Aly remains tormented by the massacre. She feels great remorse for all those who lost their lives, especially Anderson. Although she survived, Aly lost her life that day as well. Two years of therapy hadn’t really helped and, consumed with memories, her recovery is unrealized. The pain comes and goes, but never leaves; it has become part of her. Yet, it is time to somehow move forward, time to return to Belden High School, the place where her life changed forever. On her return to school, Aly discovers friendship and moral support from the Petrov twins. Her new found friends become instrumental in bridging the gap between Aly’s old life and a new one. Is it really possible to have a life “After Anderson?”

“After you survive Anderson Massey your life doesn’t just pick up where it left off.” After Anderson by Jamila Mikhail wrenches your heart, challenges your soul, tests your personal morality and beliefs. I totally agree with the author’s statement in her commentary, if it “doesn’t bother you there’s something wrong.” We all need to learn to listen to the spoken and unspoken, and really pay attention to those around us. There were many aspects I admired, even more that I appreciated, and a few I could have done without. The story is multi-cultural, a bit political (honestly, my patriotism was battered a bit), yet very insightful. There is no denying, “The universe, with all of its flaws and disasters, was so beautifully and intricately crafted.” This line continues to echo in my mind. In saying that, how does one enjoy a book about a mass shooting? You don’t, but you do hope to gain an understanding of the cause of such a tragedy. Jamila Mikhail reveals the trauma that lingers long after such a violent act. After Anderson is the story of a survivor.

Written in the first person, the heroine’s thoughts and emotions are explicitly described, thus felt. Page by page, her character grows and evolves beyond the tragedy. She befriends an unlikely duo, the twins who open her eyes, change her perspective and encourage her to move forward. One of the key elements within the narrative are the letters between Aly and Anderson; they create raw realness and depth of soul. The words exchanged in those passages are my favorite part of the story. As the story concludes, the denouement reveals that life truly goes on. There is life “After Anderson.”

The video trailer for "After Anderson" is officially live on YouTube and on the book page for everyone to see! Check it out below!

Good news friends and fans! My newest novel After Anderson is now available for preorder on Amazon, Barnes & Noble and a handful of other retailers! It will become available in more and more places in the coming weeks, until it's released on April 15th.

The day that Anderson brought a gun to school was the day Aly's life changed forever. Her fellow classmates were murdered right before her eyes as her former best friend embarked on the deadliest high school massacre since Columbine. Now, nearly two years later, Aly sets foot in the halls that nearly cost her her life for the first time since the shooting, ready to face her demons.
Unanswered questions linger, anxiety abounds and flashbacks are frequent as Aly struggles to understand how Anderson could've mercilessly gunned down her friends and classmates and how she's not only going to forgive him, but herself as well, for the role she might have played in influencing his actions.
Was she to blame? Did she have blood on her hands? Could she have done something more? Could anyone have done anything more? Aly sets out to find the elusive answers to just that as she also attepmts to rebuild the life that was shattered by gunfire that otherwise quiet Friday morning nearly two years prior.

 Stay tuned for future updates about this project. The search for a suitable audiobook narrator will begin soon and the book trailer should be online sometime in March. For now though, click on the book cover above to read the first two chapters as a free preview!

If you have a profile on Google+ then you've already received the email saying that the social network will be discontinued. That means that my page will disappear from the web too. The good news is that there was nothing on there that you can't find on my other social networks or this website so nothing has really changed.

I've removed the Google+ button from the social media page and a few other social networks that I've either shut down or no longer use. Anyone who knows me personally knows just how much I hate social media, and that I only use it because I'm a writer and all authors need social media exposure.

If you have any comments or questions don't hesitate to reach out to me by email. Happy reading!